Gjoena, Just relax. Go on your trip, and just let him give you
oral as much as he wants to. I'm willing to bet that he will
just LOVE your pussy. Those lips of yours are beautiful and
exciting. Larger lips are a major sexual turn on for most men.
I'm willing to bet that he's no different than the rest of us.
After all, the larger your lips and clit are, the more fun they
are to play with. On that basis alone, you must see that they
are an advantage to you. You need to stop assigning feeling to
your lovers, as you did with your former b/f, thinking to yourself
that he wasn't really enjoying giving you oral. If he really
wasn't enjoying it, he wouldn't do it. Just relax and enjoy
yourself. Enjoy your own body. Let your lovers enjoy it.
Encourage them to enjoy it, and let them know how much you love
what they are doing to your body. The more turned on you get,
the better. There is no aphrodesiac in the world like a turned
on woman. So the longer your lips become as they get engorged,
the better, the wetter you get, the better. Take joy from your
gifts. Stop worrying about them.